Monthly Archive for August, 2007

Well here we go, another rant from your friendly neighbourhood Vanceman! I must admit it has been awhile since I last graced you fellow bloggers with one of my inner most thoughts. Believe it or not I have barely been sleeping lately due to being overwelmed with this rush of sensations that I did not think I was capable of feeling. Now I normally would be sketchy and tired but somehow I am drawing energy from this and feel unstoppable! Now even though I feel it is recipricated I fear that it may be to good to be true and actually find myself pinching myself….. Now I cannot say the exact source of all this and you must be wondering why I bother letting you know, and that is exactly why, I am dying to tell everyone! I worked very hard at not being an emotional mess, building walls and failsafes in my personality to keep from being hurt. But somehow they have been breached and I love it! I thought thats this would never exist again and it comes with a catch.. That is what prevents the world from knowing everything although I must admit that you can tell something is up by my face, voice and behaviours.. Now when i go out, its like the world can read this and they want a sliver of what I feel, its like I have said before, feast or famine..

So how is that for alot about nothing? I will fill you in in the future